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I came to think. Chiar astazi dupa o discutie si dupa ce aproape am epuizat si am stors ce se putea stoarce din Adore Adore. When I get old (and luckily gain more wisdom), will I still be attracted by older men?

How magnetic is erotism? Unde se gaseste aces erotism exact pe corpul fiecaruia? E in alta parte, eu stiu asta, dar oare unde?

Al meu cred ca e pe cap sau/si in creier.

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Melodia asta m-a dat pe spate. Motivele le gasiti in acest blog.. 🙂

This is the story that time forgot.
And though some names have been changed,
Some names, some names have not.
Tune in every night at six o’clock
You can open up a magic box and see me there.
Ready or not, here I come, I’m free.
I got so many names,
Let Lucifer Longtail suffice,
So many faces, so many devices in the
Sweet smile of the talk-show host
To the suicide celebrity ghost.

That’s me, yeah,
The ace in the hole of America’s soul.
Adore, adore
Bow down before.
Bow down before.
Adore, adore.
A star is born, you start to fall
Down on your knees
And adore me.

And we already the news is born and sold
By the man with the plan and the corporate gold.
And we already know that the story can change
At the roll of a dice, reality rearranges.
That’s me, yeah
I’m everywhere you did not think I could be so,
Adore, adore.
Bow down before.
Bow down before.
Adore, adore.
A star is born, you start to fall
Down on your knees
And adore me.

And I’ll be there in the secrets that you dream in.
And I’ll be there when you wake up in the morning.
And I’ll be there when you get home in evening.
‘Til the days of your life is done.

This is the song that the caged bird sings,
Curled up like a cat at the corner of everything.
Don’t feel bad even if you could,
‘Cuz if you did not do it,
Someone else just would.
It’s…easy.
Believe. Me.
I’ll show you such wonderful things.
I’ll show you such wonderful things ‘til you’re just like me.

Adore, adore.
Bow down before.
Bow down before.
Adore, adore.
A star is born, you start to fall
Down on your knees
And adore me.

Adore, adore.
Bow down before.
Bow down before.
Adore, adore.
A star is born, you start to fall
Down on your knees
And adore me.

Adore. Adore.
Bow down. Before.
Adore. Adore.
Bow down. Before.
Adore. Adore.
Bow down. Before.
Adore. Adore.
Bow down before.
Adore.

By Yoav.

Courtesy of Alex  H.

Ma uitam in curtea altora. Imi dau seama de perioada care a trecut si de lucrurile aferente, impartasite sau nu, public sau in “my black book”, de toate starile ciudate, euforice, de tremuraturi, de fluturi, de ameteala, de mirosul de tei, mai mult sau mai putin acceptate, mai mult sau mai putin pe fata, de oamenii cu care am avut contact, mai mult sau mai putin indeaproape, mai intens sau mai cu regrete (insesizabile regrete, I would do it again in a heart beat!!!) sau ambele, si no!! mi-am dat seama ca imi place rau de tot sa ma joc, sa pot sa sug din tot cate putin (a se citi literar).

Cineva mi-a spus ca sunt prea prudenta si prea matura, cu un simt exacerbat al responsabilitatii, si ca o persoana ca mine nu poate sa iubeasca. Pai nu, I beg to disagree!!! I can!! I am doing it! Mai mult ma joc decat ma afund, sunt conservatoare si prudenta, dar doar in ceea ce priveste partea fizica, Inauntru hell breaks loose! Risc cam mult cu ceea ce imi trece prin cap si prin mine, thus the recurrent headaches.

I need to start enjoying what I have more. Sa experimentez nu ma opreste nimeni, numa ca tre sa invat sa ma domolesc in unele…

Photo by Andra.

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The headache is back. Worse and with the cracking sound that it gives me all the time. Astept sa treaca si sa ma intorc la ale mele zilnice. Deocamdata ma simt intoarsa si zapacita si scuturata. De cele mai noi si vechi ganduri care imi trec incontinuu ca un flash prin cap.

Acum vreau sa inchid geamul, sa ma duc in capul patului si sa-l plang in afara, sa-l scot printre dinti si prin pori. Ca sa-i fac din nou loc.

Painting by Ruben Voican.

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Yazoo este unul dintre cele mai ciudate personaje pe care le cunosc. Daca la inceput era o fiinta atat de inchisa incat parerile si opiniile proprii erau maleabile, inexistente si contorsionate, pe parcurs s-a schimbat.
Si-a negat toata fiintarea cu tot sufletul si cu toate gandurile rationale pe care inteligenta sa o permitea. S-a afundat spre rationalitate si spre intelectualizare, si-a contorsionat sufletul dupa algoritmurile gandirii.

Insa intamplarile care aveau sa vina au schimbat perspectiva. Yazoo intelectualizeaza, are aroganta si are tentatii si dorinte care acum, in lumina lucrurilor, sunt mai puternice decat oricand.

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And then the urgy surrendered. Ceea ce a fost o nebuloasa totala s-a transformat intr-o gaura neagra, in care gandurile si tarile au fost absorbite, impresurate si transformate in cel mai bun shake posibil.

Ceea ce a fost magnetism acum e doar restul de pe fundul paharului. Incepe sa se reaseze, in sfarsit, cu gratie, cu feminitate, cu inele si cu bratari cu pietre verzi pe mana, cu parul desfacut si cu esatfa colorata la gat. Si apoi se duce spre ceea ce a respins, spre ceea ce a inselat (si probabil o va mai face), dar care ii place si care ii ofera shake-ul.

Si nu se va opri aici.

Painting by Ruben Voican.

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The Man and it’s thoughts … kinda big a burden for me and my thoughts and emotions. The magnetism is worth mentioning, though…

Painting by Ruben Voican.

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The Eight of Swords card suggests that my power today lies in denial or blocking. ‘Don’t even go there.’ I will not let myself be limited, paralyzed, held hostage or alienated by fear or fantasy that relies on exploitive emotional rescue, sacrifice of truth or victimization. I will not be a prisoner to my own perceptions or expectations. Why did Cinderella stay? Do I want to be right or alone? Why have I placed a mental gag order on my own suffering or thinking? I am empowered to question or endure by virtue of my own self-worth because there is no honor in sacrificing myself to victimhood.

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Caught a flight outta here! See you in a week or so!.

Bye you all!

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Multumesc pentru gandurile bune si pentru lucrurile frumoase.

Intr-adevar sper sa am o viata plina de cat mai multe emotii, senzatii si culori.

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