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Please understand.

I am my own individuality. Nu te poti astepta sa stiu ce e in tine. Nici macar sa ghicesc cu voce tare pentru ca nu ar fi fair play. Nu te poti astepta de la mine sa imi controlez fiecare vorba si fiecare gest si fiecare simtire dupa propriul tau metru interior. Pentru ca eu sunt eu si nu-ti stiu metrul interior.

Sunt propria mea simtire si propriile mele ganduri (and I believe I have more than enough..) Sunt propria mea individualitate. Individuatie. Am propria mea simbolistica inteleasa numai de mine. Ma raportez unor norme interioare, unor simtiri si unor emotii carora numai eu le pot da nume. I’m not lost, just wandering. In me. If you want understanding from me, then you should tell. You should name them. You should collide in me and stand up. I can’t guess and I’m no gonna do it!

And then don’t go defensive believing that I’ve rejected you. I’m in me and can’t be in you at the same time.

Until then FUCK OFF!!!!!!!

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The Star card suggests that my alter ego today is the Goddess, whose superpower for rising to the occasion lies in my innate ability for inspiration. I will pursue my dreams and what makes me happy — life’s too short. I will allow time for me today. I may even get my fifteen minutes of fame by seeking recognition from others and striving to sparkle in the limelight. I am immortal! Sometimes it’s better to burn out than just fade away. Find your cosmic groove, and go for it!

Not very original today but this appears to be the poetry of my everyday life 🙂

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I’ve been walking in the same way as I did
Missing all the cracks in the pavement
And tutting my heel and strutting my feet
“Is there anything I can do for you dear? Is there anyone I could call?”
“No one thank you, please Madam. I ain’t lost, just wandering”

Round my hometown
Memories are fresh
Round my hometown
Ooh the people I’ve met
Are the wonders of my world
Are the wonders of my world
Are the wonders of this world
Are the wonders of my world

I like it in the city when the air is so thick and opaque
I love to see everybody in short skirts, shorts and shades
I like it in the city when two worlds collide
You get the people and the government
Everybody taking different sides

Shows that we ain’t gonna stand shit
Shows that we are united
Shows that we ain’t gonna take it
Shows that we ain’t gonna stand shit
Shows that we are united

Round my hometown
Memories are fresh
from my hometown
Ooh the people I’ve met

Are the wonders of my world

By Adele.

N-am reusit sa pun melodia, but rhe lyrics are so… well, What can I say? The city loves me!

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…is when you are projecting between two magnetisms when you have one at home. Hmm… Not even I’m not that low. and when you come to think that there are so close, feeling their breeze, touching their arms, smelling their air. Bidi Bong!!! Bidi Bong!!!

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…unless I have a good reason. I’m not feeling you unless you’re feeling me. I’m not cheating unless I have no other choice. I’m not arrogant unless I feel inferior. I’m not defensive, unless you’re attacking.

I’m not attracted to you unless you’re magnetic. I won’t step on you unless you are below. I’m not low, unless I feel inadequate. I won’t cheat you unless I can’t feel you anymore. I will do that when I find magnetism. I’m nothing near falsity and hypocrisy and self pleasure. I’m just pleasure and projection.

And I’m finding it.

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Am observat ceva ciudat in ultimul timp. In fine de ceva timp da acu ma gandesc sa il pun in cuvinte.. People have the weird tendency sa faca diverse observatii si implicatii despre ceilalti. Adica, mai cu rautate, mai cu mistouri, mai in gluma mai in serios. Adica ceea ce vreau sa spun mai exact este ca de obicei we don’t take other people for granted. Well… I do.

Not all of the time, dar in majoritatea cazurilor. Si acu se pune intrebarea: Am I naive? Or just plain stupid? I find it rather hard to dig into others. Communicating about others is pretty tricky for me, at least. Ceea ce este destul de ciudat avand in vedere profesia mea.. 🙂 Nu pot eu sa le vad? Chiar asa sunt de fapt lucrurile? I have always tried to work with whatever other people give me. To take it from there on.

Oare avem nevoie sa intrude?

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Ya, they say it’s a depressive blog. They say that is not ok. Dar fratilor, daca nu le scriu aici sau pe servetele sau pe carnete sau pe mai stiu eu ce vi le debitez voua. Le scriu ca sa ma eliberez de ele! Le scriu ca sa get them out of my system. Le scriu asa ca sa pot fi cretina si pusa pe glume si analitica si clara in rest, cu voi.. Ca sa pot iesi la bere si sa ma pot uita in jur, nu in mine.. Da recunosc, pe alocuri e cam prea de tot. Dar asa simt de multe ori. Asa ca asa sunt eu. Am ce face, dar… well..

They also say it’s cryptic. Pai, ce sa zic, it is.. Dar de ce sa stie toata lumea? Mai bine sa se gandeasca, sa proiecteze si ei.., sa isi imagineze, sa (ma)analizeze, sa isi doreasca, sa se identifice (dupa cum mi-a spus mie cineva ca asta ar fi rolul…) Eu le spun asa cum imi vin. Cand mi-or veni mai clare, am sa va anunt 😛 Until then…

Oricum, la cati cititori am eu… Probabil ne vom vedea ceva mai rar. Si asta pt ca imi vin idei misto de scris si apoi le uit.. Imbatranesc? Ma pierd in ganduri? Proiectez? Nu stiu, dar le uit.

So Hepi Eastering!

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I am past all those things. Acum nu imi mai poate spune nimeni ca par a fi de pe alta planeta si de pe alta lume fara o motivatie. De ce? Cum? Cum ai vazut asta? Ce din mine te face sa crezi acest lucru? It’s true! I’m tripping with projection… I’m tripping over me.

All in all, I’m projecting. In other words, what you can’t feel imagine! What you can’t have, desire! I’m pretty good at it myself. And pretty good with words. Si daca ma vezi pe o banca undeva in alta scena, in alt oras, cu altcineva, atunci sa stii ca I’m projecting.

And it feels damn goood!!

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..ma simt super! Am o stare de milioane! Nu stiu de ce, dar I’m enjoying it! Probabil de la mahmureala! Gata, nu mai fac!!  Incepand din seara asta ma …. culc regulamentar.. 😛 or… something. Well, at least I’ll try 🙂

Da.. in legatura cu ultimul post, too much desire will indeed kill you, but it will make you life amaziiing!!

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…desire will kill you.

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